my tattoo got its last touch up...its awesome...

my ears are gauged to 14 now! yay!(the top holes are 16) im hoping to get to a size that has a tunnel plug...

yeah...well thats it for now...

ok, so prom sucked....it didnt suck, but it was just like any other dance ive been to......but this one i spent almost 300 dollars...

anyway i just got back from state art,it was the greatest weekend of my life...tyler got to go with me and there was also this funny wierd guy named wade...this guy is a genius, but he cant tie his shoes...he had a guy pay 500 dollars cash for one of his sculptures.....there was a dance and i went crazy b/c i knew i wouldnt see any of them again. i only sat out for one song the entire time! i danced with alot of girls and it was ten times better than prom...

the slipknot concert was fuckin cancelled....so i didnt get to live that dream(lamb of god and shadows fall went to a small bar that sold out by the time i found out) i hate that!!!!

well i cant wait till next years show, ill win alot of shit and ill paint my guitar so i can bring it(and play it to thousands of other people)

austin

oh man....its saturday and im waiting to go pick up my prom date...im having major second thoughts on it b/c its just another dance but you spend twice as much....i cooked(yes, i actually cooked) some honey chicken breasts that i chopped up and put in a salad with spinach leaves, romano lettuce, and a lot of other things, i even made a fancy vinegrett sauce to go over it.

its 78 degrees outside right now! im so excited for summer...yesterday i went to the park with meisha(my date tonight) and i just lied down in the grass with my shoes off....just closing my eyes and smelling the aroma from the grass put me in a good place...

ive just realised that im alot smarter than i thought i was. ive got a 3.857 grade point average for my entire high school career! im in NHS(national honors society) now....im going to casper next week for state art, ill be in chorale(choir) next year.......ive finally decided im going to be a high school teacher....

this tuesday im going to the slipknot subliminal verses world tour!!!!with lamb of god!!! shadows fall will be there too...

one of my favorite teachers died recently...my chemistry teacher mr. nickelson...its really wierd in chemistry without him...

ill type more after prom....

hey everyone, its been forever....

right now alot of things are going on, im trying to find a new job b/c jcpenneys is screwing me over...

oh i almost have friends now...and there is this girl that really digs me but i dont really see her that way(shes my jamming buddy with us both playing guitar but thats it) and i want this other girl named kelsey really bad but shes a freshman, has a boyfriend, and also shot me down hard a week after i got her number....damn thats wierd

oh, and i have abs now......i dont know how long that will last...see i started going to the rec center to "work out " at 4 everyday after school b/c kelsey did....well i figured out that running is a depressed person friend...its like cutting but ten times better, you can be dying but force yourself to keep going....i can run 5 miles in 45 minutes, and keep my breathing steady.........i think about all the shit and instead of hurting myself some other way i just run untill i puke or pass out.....

oh yeah this last week ive been going at 3:15 so i can run and leave before kelsey gets there, but for two days now shes changed her schedule, and even talked to me after im done.....is this anything at all?(b/c that would kick ass)

i got to get some sleep

austin

i know im copying ashley, but no one even reads this so it dont matter

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:(in this order
1. Kevin
2. Austin
3. Kenney

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1.idontgrillonwed(the only one b/c they fall in the fuckin grill)
2.
3.

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1.my new guitar
2. my old guitar
3. cant you tell i dont like myself?

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. i have no goals
2. i dont have any real friends anymore
3. i screw up things i have going for me

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1.czeck
2.redneck
3. irish or something

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. being a loser all of my life
2.not having a family
3. feet

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. loud rock music
2. my glasses
3. showers

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. my directors shirt
2. dungarees
3. a pair of comfy boxers that are ripped on the sides from squating(weightlifting)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists [at the moment]):
1. slipknot
2. lamb of god
3. mudayne

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. fear factory-invisible wounds(suture mix)
2. lamb of god-ruin
3. mudvayne-nothing to (gein)

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. get new friends
2. get a high score on the ACTorSAT test
3. thats about it

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. dependability
2. fuck this one
3.

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order)
1. im failing spanish
2. i love life cereal
3. i hate coffee

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. good laugh
2. doesnt act like theyve got something up their ass
3.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. measure other peoples feet
2. wear real shoes more than 2 days in a row...i love my sandals
3. drink beer without gagging

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE PASTIMES:
1. listening to music
2. playing guitar
3. sleeping

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. eat chili cheese nachos
2. take a piss
3. blow something up with john

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. high school teacher
2. environmental engineer
3. hobo

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION/HOLIDAY:
1. hawaii
2. louisiana
3. africa

THREE KIDS' NAMES:
1. john michael
2. ashley marie
3. john marie

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. pay john his money back with something other than money
2. have kids that are better than me
3. give my things away to everyone ive ever cared about 

i can afford a 2004 nissan truck! shoot yeah, the only bad thing is that if i lost my job id be screwed...

i got the jackson guitar i had been wanting for years...everyone listen hear, never buy jackson guitars....im going to stick with ibanez, not only did i pay half the price on my ibanez, it sounds better...i was really disapointed

I got my first paycheck! for 2 weeks of work i made 273 dollars! i am now the proud owner of a jackson guitar!

thanks again to john who owns 1/3 of it! ill pay you back man...

my computer has been down for a couple of weeks, and alots happened

i shaved my head(not like bic shaved) b/c i got tired of it...i saw napoleon dynamite, and it changed my life(i thought it was one of the funniest movies of '04).....oh yeah and i got a job! it was cool the first week but now its just a job....its at jc penneys and im making 6.00 an hour! they started me at that, and after a couple of weeks ill only have to work mabye 16 hours a week! so ill still have a life! oh shit, speaking of that, ive got to go in like 30 minutes...

austin

R.I.P.

dimebag darrel(darrel abott) was one of my idols, he could play the shit out of that messed up washburn of his....i looked up to him and the world has lossed alot b/c of some dumbass with a gun..........

ok...i need to get laid! oh man...anyway

im going to make a cd that kinda is just me...all my favorite songs from all my favorite bands...ive been wanting to do it for some time now but ashleys post gave me a reason too...

well ive got to get to work on a project thats worth 30% of my spanish grade............its due tomorrow, ill give yall one guess at how much i have done(thats right not a bit)  im so good at that....

not alot has been going on for me right now...but i feels like there is.
im very stressed out right now, and i cant figure out why, i cant pinpoint it...

the christmas break is going to be great...i need a long vacation, i need the semester to be over with b/c im just barely keeping my head above the water grades-wise...im also very excited to see my friends and family in louisiana...

oh...im going to be in some weightlifting competitions soon, prolly in a year...its like you see on the tv, its kinda queer sounding, going infront of judges and posing and they vote on the best looking person, but i think im going to do it b/c ill get to train with people who know there shit...and intern ill get into the best shape ill prolly ever be in my life...i have "the right stuff" some guys say.......i can squat alot for my weight(i weigh around 135 and can squat 290 lbs) i probably wont get too serious about it though

i got hired at jc penneys! the only thing is, i might not still have the job if i go to louisiana(they can screw themselves b/c im going)

i dont know what else to say...the only other thing that has happened is that some really hott chick wanted to get high with me....i said no but im kinda regreting it now(i prolly could have had a taco) (and im not obsessed with them, but i havent had one for a while and im having withdraws)

to borrow a saying from a friend...

im off like a prom dress

2 weeks till im in ponchy  WOOOHOOOT

i hate the snow